I Don't Want a JOB

I have the pleasure of having a hot tub on my back deck. I can go soak in the spa when ever I choose. But to be honest, I hardly ever take advantage of this treat. At least I have Tub Club. One night per month when I mass email my friends and invite the first 7 who respond to come join me for a night under the stars and moon, or rain, or clouds. We gab for about 2 hours or more while relaxing in the therapy of good friends and hot water.

Last week the four "regulars" were gathered and we were having a conversation about work. We discussed what it would be like for some of us to go back to work (read: 3 of us have been stay at home mommies for quite a while). One of my friends said, "I don't want a job." To which I promptly replied, without even thinking, "I don't want a job either!"

Then my brain kicked in...Umm, Michelle....you have a job. You just GOT a job. Remember, Children's Pastor, 30 hours per week, life-changing, J O B. ooops, that was embarassing.

And then I thought a bit more. I realized something very very cool had just occurred. I don't just have a J O B. I have a life changing, life giving, sometimes difficult, always a blessing, ministry. I do get paid, I do have to work 30 hours, I do have to manage my time, I do have to be accountable to a Team and a Congregation. But it is not just a job. I don't want a job. But I do want this. I thank God everyday that this is my life. I have the God of the Universe who loves me, accepts me, forgives me, and is ever so patient with me, he blessed me with a wonderful family, good friends, a healthy body, a beautiful shelter, and yes, my job.

I know not many people can say this about their paid position and/or their life. In these times, people are just lucky to have work at all. Families are crumbling, marriages struggling. I humbly acknowledge that this time in my life is one of great provision. My "bucket" wasn't always this full. I pray that God will help me keep gratefulness, compassion, and humility foremost in my thoughts each day. I pray that His Spirit will help empower me to lead others to find joy, satisfaction, and ministry in His Name.